Think of it—always.
Twin disappointments from two calls (albeit always a statistical probability) took the wind out of my composerly sails. And although I had been thinking of writing a piece for a choral music call, I am disinclined to seek more punishment so actively.
I have been thinking about the next organ piece, just haven't yet summoned the will to work again.
In better news, Janet wrote to say that she is enthusiastic for the song.